she tried to run but fell
she tried to hide but got found out
from that secret hiding place she once considered safe
now nothing is there
no support
no anything
an empty space sucking her in
a deadly vacuum
unable to escape
unable to move
as difficult as it was
she struggled
and perservered
and pressed on
but still lost
that losing war between her and the people around her
when everything she hoped for did not work out
plans gone down the drain
she's in a mess
not knowing what to do
not knowing what to say
to make things back to as it was again
finally
she learns the harsh reality
eventually
she just lets go
of everything she held on to
and disappeared from this place
which once was 'considered safe'

karma's a bitch

d.