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Tuesday, March 31, 2009
10:47 PM


Winter's tale was not bad though half the time i did not know what they were talking about. Ethene Hawk's character reminded me of a mixture of Jack Sparrow and Pirelli from Sweeney Todd. Met Rebecca Hall (: and a few other cast members at the stagedoor. Quite sad didn't meet Ethene Hawk though. He didn't come out. After the play they had this Q & A session for about 30 mins, quite nice to just hear questions thrown at them and they answering it. Met Grace and her friend, Joanne there too! So we went to the stagedoor together again.

she's really tall and pretty.

argh stupid school u. i had no time to change at all

(:


Random stuff i wanna blog about:
- internship in church starts this week. Don't know if i should feel excited or frightened. Brit pulled me down to the kindergarten section with all the screaming small kids. Omg

- can't wait for TEDS this sat. Haven't been to a session for like 3,4 weeks. So long!

- rehearsels at Barker this sat. I really do hope we can complete all the technical stuff then. Saw the Queenstown play last sat. It's pretty much creepy. Never failed to make me feel super freaked out towards the end of the play even after watching it 3 times.

at barker in 07

That reminds me. Sivhanyaa got a scholarship over to USA for drama. Lucky her!


Monday, March 30, 2009
8:21 PM

sometimes I wish you could just read me

really scared.


Sunday, March 29, 2009
10:53 PM

I wanna go for F1 this year again.

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Saturday, March 28, 2009
9:34 PM

I'm so emotionally drained.
I've been crying since like 6pm
5 mins plus into lesson and i cried when Rafi said it was the last lesson
He tried to cheer me up, but it was pointless
I thought i stopped after some time, only to start again
Especially when Julia was like 'how long more do we have'
And even more when Julia passed him something we got for him
She caved in too
I wanted to say a proper goodbye to all the Acad of Rock people
In the end i just waved with my whole body already turned towards the door
If i turned back i'll definitely cry even harder
Fandy was still being hilarious with his 'only drama people are like that'.
I wanted to laugh but could not

Trying not to think about anything to do with drums now. But it's so hard to. The sticks that are next to my com, those drum scores...

goodbye seems to be the hardest word
i'm missing Acad of Rock already.


Friday, March 27, 2009
10:20 PM

LEE TIED WITH ARCHER! FOR 2/3 PLACE.
We totally proved to the whole stupid school that Lee ain't losers!


I think they cheered so loudly this time. Almost won Archer, got second place. I think only cause Archer had a mascot plus the theme in their cheer that's why! Anyway we did super well. And i'm really pleased with all of the Lee house people.

CHEER #1
They call us Archer
They call us Dosworth
They call us Chew House
They call us Jane
That's not our name
We win the game
That's how we play
Lee is our name


CHEER #2
Hey Lee House/ Hey what
Introduce yourself/ No way
Introduce yourself/ Okay
12345 we're so fine, we blow your mind
678910 we the Lees, we'll beat you then
Here's how you'll meet your end

CHEER #3
When Lee's in the house yall,
Drop it like it's hot (x3)
We've got it going on,
Show us what you've got (x3)

Hey you people, now
Hear
Us
Talk

L-Double E, do you feel the heat?
We're gonna bring you down
And chase you outta town

Play the game the way we play
There aint no other way

Yes. We are back.
Are you up for that?

Put up a fight
Let's do this right

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Alot of people told me that our mass cheer was really solid and good, plus our dance was good and in sync too! all that effort was worth it (:

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Delane!
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Julia. Jackie. Debbie
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Haha i did that! Power man!
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Pri school Lee got the champion title
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the whole comm+cheer grp!
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Wednesday, March 25, 2009
10:42 PM

Sport's Day's coming up! Seriously! i'm pretty much pumped up about this! All the effort for the choreography and putting together of the dance, all the effort put into the cheers, house meetings, buying and preparing for this very Friday! And i think there's hope for Lee this year! Quite high %tage.

Was looking through the old props in the Lee box kept in the PE store today with Pea. There are like records of old cheers, old records and messages from teachers. Quite old number tags were there too. Found out that the previous time Lee won in our school was like in '98. Omg, 10 years of losing! Argh, i shall try to set a record this time though i know it's like 99.9% impossible.

Today's Rafi's birthday! Drums will officially end this Sat. Freak, i'm damn sad.

Julia! :

Imagine not walking the same underground passage towards United Square for drums
Imagine not slowly walking under the trees just after it rained to check for small gross insects hanging from the trees
Imagine not stepping into Acad of Rock for freaking 8 whole months!
Imagine not hearing Rafi's weird drum toms that sound like some African drum thing
Imagine not randomly passing by Zu in his retarded yellow shades

OH SCRATCH ALL THAT
IT'S JUST GONNA SUCK NO HAVING ANYTHING TO DO WITH ACAD OF ROCK FOR A WHILE (8 whole months)!
Anyway i told the lady at the counter who always mixes me and Julia up that we'll DEFINITELY be back after stinkin' O lvls.

On a side note
I WANT THIS BLG TEE! So nice (:


Sunday, March 22, 2009
12:36 AM



OMGOMGOMG I JUST OFFICIALLY WATCHED FINISHED

THIS AWESOME KICKASS DVD AND I WANT BLG TO

COME TO SINGAPORE EVEN MORE NOW! IT'S SUCH A

GOOD DVD TO SHOW FANS HOW THEY ARE BEHIND

THE SCENES AND HOW MUCH THEY APPRECIATE

THEIR FANS AND HOW FAR THEY WOULD GO TO

REWARD THEIR FANS FOR LOVIN' THEIR MUSIC


BOYSLIKEGIRLS!

YOU TRULY DESERVE EVERYTHING YOU HAVE SO FAR


Thursday, March 19, 2009
10:47 PM

Oh ld's screwed. Tomorrow's mini SYF and we're not prepared one bit. Seriously, we're all dead. SYF's on the 14th April, cast still not giving their all, we're unable to practice in the concert hall for who knows what retarded reason the school refuses to let us use.
It's spelt out so clearly, LD'S DEAD

Lee house dance seems pretty cool, i hope it'll work out fine next Friday for Sport's day! I'm pretty excited about it. Some people have seen the dance and they say it's pretty cool so i hope it'll be able to help us get more points for our house. After all, we're not last from what i know of as of today.

Saw Rafi play in his band today. It was pretty cool, at the Mosaic fest. I think they must be really good to be able to play at this fest cause like most acts are from overseas. So Julia and i were there and there was this lady who started to ask us stuff. Julia did most of the talking

L: is this singer quite famous here?
J: err, it's like they're this local band here
Me: ya and they're really good!
L: yeah, they are
J: yepp, cause that drummer over there is actually our teacher, he teaches us drums
L: oh, so lucky
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omg, hell yeah we're lucky! And when his band, Goodfellas were playing I Don't Love You by MCR, we both were like totally recalling how hard it was to learn this fill-in, etc. Shit, memories, gonna miss the school so much. I think we're already really emotionally attached to Acad of Rock.




And this week i'm gonna miss TEDS again cause of SYF this time! Omg, no, why is all this happening! BOO. I wanna audition for the dance man :(


Wednesday, March 18, 2009
11:14 PM

UNDER PRESSURE

like seriously.


Monday, March 16, 2009
10:42 PM

Some pictures from the Acad of Rock concert.
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DYAN! IS THIS HOW YOU LOOKED LIKE WHEN YOU WERE YOUNGER? OMG. Pic's blur though but still look like him.
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And like today, during SYF prac, Julia was working with some crew ppl to do up some props and they asked about G. So Julia was just telling them what happened and how foolish the teachers were and like they were all commenting that they totally wished he was still our trainer cause they liked the way he did stuff and all. And so i always end up wondering why the teachers made such a s-t-u-p-i-d decision.

Anyway, finally did a run during ld in the concert hall. It reminded me of White Horses, the stupid things me and Rachel would do on the stage playing around with shadows, when the TEDS people came over to help out, it was so fun.

Oh and i think i'm really really gonna miss drums alot alot alot. Just in the bus on the way to macs for lunch today, we were just talking about how sad it'll be to leave, so close to 3 years together learning from them. We've seen them transform their school, from Celviano to Acad of Rock, the whole atmosphere of the school changed. It's just so saddening, i think if i just think about not going to Acad of Rock anymore, not playing drums in the room lined with squishy fun foam to poke, not playing on Rafi's weird sounding drum set, i can totally cry which i kinda did in the bus when Julia and i were talking about it being so sad not seeing any Acad of Rock teacher anymore.

dammit.

life sucks. yes. but i feel that's stil a total understatement.

ps: rachel, hmv did not label jb's album with that sticker (focus on the 'be inspired' words)
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1:19 AM

I enjoyed the Acad of Rock concert so much! I didn't even know they had so many students, really alot alot. Julia! I wished we said yes when Rafi asked us if we wanted to play for the concert!

3 MORE LESSON.

I'm super sad, really. I swear i must go back there after 13th Nov. Shit, i'm gonna miss the whole school, Rafi, Zu, everyone there so much.

i could just cry, when i'm thinking about saying goodbye


Friday, March 13, 2009
11:20 PM

she tried to run but fell
she tried to hide but got found out
from that secret hiding place she once considered safe
now nothing is there
no support
no anything
an empty space sucking her in
a deadly vacuum
unable to escape
unable to move
as difficult as it was
she struggled
and perservered
and pressed on
but still lost
that losing war between her and the people around her
when everything she hoped for did not work out
plans gone down the drain
she's in a mess
not knowing what to do
not knowing what to say
to make things back to as it was again
finally
she learns the harsh reality
eventually
she just lets go
of everything she held on to
and disappeared from this place
which once was 'considered safe'

karma's a bitch

d.


Tuesday, March 10, 2009
9:54 PM

Omg it's like the last week of school till T1 ends. Time pass so fast, O level's getting closer by the day.

It's the last week yet i'm still so tied down with everything. Theory exam this Sat, not that i'm really nervous or anything, i'm more excited about going with Julia and Jackie for the Acad of Rock concert after my exam. I can't wait to see Rafi play, after that concert, it'll be like 3 lessons before we quit.

SHIT


Friday, March 06, 2009
10:13 PM

Highjump 6th place. pfff
2nd drop to 6th is so bad. Quite disappointed because this is my last year getting a prize for highjump but oh well. But then after clearing 110cm trying to clear 112cm i knew i was going to get out already. I had no motivation, no adrenaline rush which i usually get before jumping over the pole, no heart beating fast fast feeling, it was really scary. Suddenly, it felt like i just gave up. Passing 112cm was maybe by luck, then 115cm was where i got kicked out. Sigh.

On a brighter note..

JASON MRAZ WAS SOOOOO

AWESOME!

Took videos, pictures, enjoyed his voice and he is so entertaining! Omg, he has really strong stage presence.

He was so funny when he asked the girls to repeat this part after him and he kept on going lower and lower till it was impossble for females to repeat. Then after that he asked the males to repeat after him and he went so super high. So funny and entertaining! And he danced, sang opera, threw polaroids, so entertaining. He totally defines how a concert should be like.

I also like how he interacts with the crowd even with those at the sides and at the balcony and and i especially like how he does not address the crowd as 'people' or 'fans' but friends. Really unique experience (:

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they sat nearer the stage
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he was doing Dynamo of Volition
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singer called joy something was the luckiest person on earth to have sung Lucky with Mraz!
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Jason was copying the saxaphonist, like he play a tune, Jason sing that tune, super nice!
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they always stand in a line and play their instruments, swaying back and forth in sync. they did that for Singfest too
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taking a bow, quite wasted this shot was shaky
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