I'm so emotionally drained.
I've been crying since like 6pm
5 mins plus into lesson and i cried when Rafi said it was the last lesson
He tried to cheer me up, but it was pointless
I thought i stopped after some time, only to start again
Especially when Julia was like 'how long more do we have'
And even more when Julia passed him something we got for him
She caved in too
I wanted to say a proper goodbye to all the Acad of Rock people
In the end i just waved with my whole body already turned towards the door
If i turned back i'll definitely cry even harder
Fandy was still being hilarious with his 'only drama people are like that'.
I wanted to laugh but could not

Trying not to think about anything to do with drums now. But it's so hard to. The sticks that are next to my com, those drum scores...

goodbye seems to be the hardest word
i'm missing Acad of Rock already.