I'm so pissed right now i need to vent my frustrations. This is like a complain post to make myself not so pissed kinda thing so i suggest you don't read this because i'm most probably gonna delete this post when i cooled down.

This post is 'dedicated' to my current drama trainer and the teachers in my cca

Trainer:

I really don't believe it man, you said you'll consider me after my damn nice friend told you about my case. After today, i only have 1 word for you : BULLSHIT. I know that when you meant consider you already have made up your mind which means a no. You did no nothing about it. It's so unfair, not that i'm being a sore loser just cause i didn't make it through but the auditions for the rest of the ppl were so different from mine. They had a day to memorise the script and immediately audtition no more than a min after reading the script. But for me, you gave me an hour to memorise the script which i won't say is too little, but after i was ready you made me join the rest do some dance crap which i didn't even know wtf was happening and easily close to an hour after you totally screwed up the lines in my brain, you finally decide to audition me. Like wtf man.

You told my other friend nothing is comfirmed yet but today, you just got rid of all those not directly involved in the script and just worked with those who were casted. What happened to the 'confirmed' thing?

Teachers:

I'm speechless at the way you all handle the club. You know it's the last SYF for the Sec 4s, yet so many Sec 2s were thrown into the cast when they have another SYF to go. Haven't you ever considered that it's not that we don't wanna go for the holiday sessions or for the audition? It's because WE CAN'T! Why can't you understand that fact and try to be as fair to everyone as possible? Not everyone stays in Singapore for the hols you know? I know i should get over the fact that you didn't get G to be our SYF trainer, but it's just so insane, it's like throwing away a Gold for SYF. If Chev can even tell that he's the best trainer ever we ever had in our cca, why can't you all as grown ups see it? And when the principal thought that White Horses was so good with the effects and smoke machine, you became nice and went to thank him while before that, you show that you don't even like him. So 2 face, it's so gross.

I'm not saying you should throw out the lower sec cast members and throw us Sec 4s in, but at least let us be more involved in SYF. We already experienced SYF once so at least we know what it's like and will roughly know how to handle stuff.
I just can't understand the way you think. You're so biased towards those musical cast members and i know you dislike the 4 of us, so i felt it was pointless telling what i just wrote here which is what i really wanted to tell you. I give no shit cause i know there's no way you will read this and i don't really plan for you to read this so whatevs



Whoever that's reading this, you might think i'm childish or naive or whatever. This is my blog so if you don't like it, please stay faaaarrrr away from here thank you very much.

Plus i didn't even get to talk to Jackie properly. Not even 10 sentences. So much for the 'get to see and talk to her more often now that cca's twice a week -.- '