Blank as an empty page
My mind was.
Was this really me?
Or was I just acting in a play
that was about my life?

It all seemed like a dream
This can't be real
I was being controlled
by someone that held me up when I was down.

She held me by the strings and gave me
life that I had not had.
Her movements gave me away
as I obediently followed.

I wanted to be free
but all I could do was be made free.
By someone that did not release me
and gave me no liberty.

She held me tight
it pulled me back
strangling me
to my endless death.


Poem titled puppet by hui lin.

i like the poem, very nice, couldn't believe she wrote it. siao.


On sat, cause i went to drum class via the train, something scary happened which left me thinking...
happened i think at the stop at Eunos. Because there was this guy last minute squeezed his way out of the train so this indian man had to give way to him, resulting in pushing this 16-17 year old guy. then it was scary!


G = guy
M = indian man

G : AYE! YOU GOT PROBLEM IS IT? WHY YOU PUSH ME?!?!!
M : someone wanted to go out i had to move
G : SO? WHY YOU PUSH ME? GOT PROBLEM IS IT?!?!!?!
M : no, no problem.
G : NO PROBLEM? THEN WHY YOU PUSH ME? * SWEARS IN SOME HOKKIEN WORDS WHICH I KNEW BUT NOT THE INDIAN GUY*
M : what? what did you call me?
G : WHY GOT PROBLEM IS IT?
M : no, no problem, no problem
G : NO PROBLEM THEN SHUT UP LA!
M : why not you keep quiet 1st?
G : CAN YOU PLEASE SHUT UP OR NOT?
then the indian man just kept quiet, didn't wanna 'fight' anymore.


Hello! i was beside that stupid teenager lor, damn scary can! i was soo afraid the indian man would say YEAH GOT PROBLEM! WHY CANNOT IS IT? whoa, liddat confirm fight.
The moment that guy raised his voice, whaa seh, everyone's head turned. HAHA


I think nowadays, it's like teenagers esp. around the 16- 17 age group love to pick fights out of nothing. accidentally push also must created trouble.

WHAT'S WRONG THE WITH THE WORLD? OR RATHER, SINGAPORE?

haha, i mean, there's nothing wrong if someone pushes you in this really crowded train. why scream your head off or shout your head off like the entire world owes you something?
why are people behaving so gangster-ish nowadays? i just don't get it.


ANYWAY
went through some technical exercise thing for drum last Sat. the co ordination and all, tough, for me la. Julia could play really fast and i didn't even know that. Bleh.

i officially suck in these exercises but her co ordiantion is really waaaaay better than me and she practices like with her church band so yeah. haha

Found out Rafi, my drum teacher is a bloody friend of Maia! omg,how cool is that? cause he saw my email and he was asking me. I think it's like woah. Told you the stupid world is so small you can find sooo many connections amongst ppl.


last sun after church cause Britt left her guitar at home so i went home with her to get it.
i finally saw Blackie, Pretzel & Ion.
Ion is i think the 1st dog who doesn't lick me man! so cute (: nice doggie. haha
Pretzel's eyes are very very nice. some pretty unique shade i must say. haha never seen before.
Blackie is very... err... black? hahaha

I can't believe i stayed in church till 5pm. just slacked, played bluff and yeah, that's about it. haha.


I think art is making my waste alot of my time which i can use for my computer (:
remove my computer = draining the life out of me
bad habit la but yeah, it's nice kay.

hey, sheralyn, charity, valerie, chevonne, delane and joann, thanks for today during art if you know what i'm talking about (:

haha, i got electrocuted today! when i was about to charge my phone.
how to get electrocuted :
1. hold charger
2. plug charger into mains
3: touched the metal thing
4: switch was on
5: finger felt a lil' vibration

i have eight lives left! haha.
i caused the house to black out kay! haha, so funny.