I feel miserable.Even that is an understatement.
I felt all right already, not even trying or attempting to think about how much i’m going to miss out when i leave for Japan this December. What totally triggered it off again was the ad for this meet and greet session with Fahrenheit. No, i’m not really nuts about them. Yes, i just wanna go and meet them, afterall, i was nuts about them for a while just cause one of them can high jump so well.
I can’t believe i’m gonna miss out so much.
1.The NYDS camp
2.I can’t watch the 13th Dec performance, let alone participate!
3.If for some reason i get chosen for the movie mag FiRST for the extremely first sneak preview of Twilight, i might not make it
4.The Fahrenheit meet and greet
Just looking at this list makes me so frustrated. I can’t do anything about it, i want it so badly, yet i can’t have it. Ever felt like you’re so close yet so far to something you want so super badly? Yeah that kinda feeling, if you have not ever felt that way, what i’m gonna say is just wth are you doing on this planet? You’re not even human to begin with.
I don’t even wanna think about the camp, it’s so gonna be damn damn extremely fun with the NYDS people, it just kills me to miss that out. I can like totally hear Beatrice’s voice in my head saying her fav phrase : get over it/deal with it. ARGH
I can’t seem to understand why all these are happening. Could it be bad choices? Extremely bad timing? I know everything happens for a reason, i just can’t seem to see the reason now. Yihan was telling me better things might just happen but i don’t want any better than this. I know i should be happy that i get to go Japan, that any of you who wanna visit Japan would wish you could bash me up to try to get across the message that Japan is the best ever, i just can’t seem to explain why i’m feeling like that. I need NYDS, my life revolves around that, not the other way around.
I.Need.Help.Somebody.To.Talk.To.Anybody.Make.Me.Feel.Better
PLEASESighBacktracking, helping out at Rulang on the exact event day with the minister there etc was fun. G made me and Julia ASM (assistant stage manager), i think we did a bad job, well i know i did but i learnt loads from this experience because this is my first time as ASM. 100% pressure is on you because those crew at the same side of the stage as you will rely on you throughout the whole show and you’ll be freaking out when you have no idea wth they’re talking about.
Weird in a bad way stuff happened to Julia that side, don’t wanna elaborate and the show ended about close to 10. I wanted so badly to help them clear up but they were expecting clean up to end around 3,4 am so i couldn’t stay :( Felt really bad just leaving everything to them.
This totally proves that i can sleep anywhere, i was just too lazy to open up my sleeping bag
This prata store earns alot from G
Lol, why can't people scribble something nicer?
Hi Jackie/Jacqueline, i see you
Rachel ah, sigh
Rachel is obsessed with this boy, name's Myer and i'm not looking at the cam, argh, bad habit, i always look next to the lense and not into the lense.
Argh, focus is off once again
So today after lessons, after collecting my Rihanna tickets from Mediacorp, met up with Huilin to go to the National Museum because they were having this exhibition with Johnny Depp. I’ll talk about it more with each picture.
What this is about: What is of interest to the visitor is that the video portraits are looped with no discernable beginning or end, running endlessly as a framed work of art, resulting in the visitor mistaking them for still photographs. It is only through closer inspection that the artist's heightened language of minimal movement, choreographed gesture and precise timing are revealed
Do note that they are actually videos but i can't actually capture vids on my slr so ya, and she's a human btw, she's just super still in the video
This guy laid there so super still, but can see him breathing
Totally forgot it's name but this porcupine can keep really still and move at the choreographed time, so cute
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He can keep his eyes open for a really really long time it's scary that he hardly blinks at all and note the position of his fingers/hands, he can keep them so still. No wonder he's the best actor in the world (: He was my motivation to walk in the rain for about 15 mins from cityhall to the museum
I was bored and just playing around with his video portrait
He doesn't really keep still, just a series of movements
All that comes out is H2O. LOL
This is an actress, forgot her name, it totally looks like some painting with all that vibrant colours
Went to another exhibition as well
This really looks like Tessa Tan for those who know who she is. Ironically, this beloings to a series of man with their chosen Vietnam wife
This area of the exhibit is something like, this artist who went to this temple place where in the olden days believe to cure those uncurable esp for mental patients by chaining up someone of better health to the mental one and they do everything in tandem except during sleep which is their only free time away from each other. I can't imagine living my life with a total stranger! The artist took like photographs of pairs who are chained up of the same gender and he manages to capture their emotions really well
I think the guy on the left has a really funny face, i had to take a picture of it
If any of you guys have time, head down to the Nation Museum to see esp the Voom Portraits, it's really cool (: